The Queen of Queens !!

i picked up the phone today dialed your number so that i can tell u i love you and i missed you like never before but no one answered…i tried to check in the white pages hoping maybe you changed it.. But still found nothing… I called the operator wishing she would be the one that would find you for me.. But she chose to keep silent for a few minutes and then told me you cease to be!…. Why did she say that? All i wanted is to tell you a few of my stories you know the ones that made you laugh at times and burst to tears at others, i only wanted to show you what i have become and what i am doing in my life… I went to your house, to your room, i knew by now you would always start your daily precious workout but i didnt care i only wanted a few minutes, i knew that only for me only you would stop everything…i got there ..no one answered you werent there ..you didnt live there anymore..i asked around they gave me your new address… I didnt know where it was.. So i wrote a letter, went to the post office and decided to mail it but the post office refused and told me they couldnt deliver the message because “Heaven” is not reachable by their offices…
You always told me that blood fades away but ink never does..

So i write to you here, i hope you get to read it, i know its workout time again and im sure even in Heaven youre still as punctual and organised as you were when with us..you are in my heart, NO! scratch that !! you will always be a part of that heart of mine…i love you and i will never forget you…
Rest In Peace Ladloud & Merry Christmas.. Jtembrasse !!!